As I am feeling super stressed about tiny issues like, "Where am I going to live in Bologna?" "How am I going to get myself to the Convention in Rome 4 days after I arrive in Italy?" and last but not least "How the heck am I going to pay for all of this?!?!" I can't help but I wish I could just fast forward through all of this and get to the "good part". The part where I am finally back in Italy and I am in the groove of being in service with the friends and with all of the studies. I also find myself wanting to rewind back to when I was there last time with Alexia because I can't help but wonder if I will ever be able to top that experience.
But I can't fast forward to the good part, and I can't rewind to some of the best memories I have ever made. My only choice is to Play, to keep moving forward and let Jehovah direct my life. It is pretty nerve racking sometimes, but all I know is that I'll never stop.
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